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Stacy 's Mind
Below are the 6 most recent journal entries.
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2008.06.27 22.45
Understatement Of Life.
Life Is Confusing.
I'm Not Too Sure Of What I Should Do, Should Be Doing, Or Have Done.
Should I Be Where My Heart Wants To Be Or Where Everyone Says I Should?
I Want To Move Back To California But Where?
I Get This Nearly Everyday: "Is Music Really Gonna Help You? Is It Gonna Pay Off After Everything You've Done? Is It Gonna Take You Anywhere In Life?"
Is It? I'm Not Sure, I Hope So. All I Know Is That I Love Doing What I Do.
Thanks To It, I Have Met Soo Many Great People, Soo Many Amazing People, I Have Some Of The Most Amazing Friends, I Think I Might Have Finally Met "Him" What Else Can I Ask For Right?
Wrong, Well To Everyone Else.
Why Can't I Just Live My Life The Way I Want Without Them Complaining, Even If Everything Was Great, They Always Find Something To Throw Against Me.
Hello Complication.
Mood: content
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2008.03.08 14.43
Update
Hey There Peeps, Soo Sorry I Haven't Posted Anything Up In A While...I've Been Really Busy. I'm More Involved With Music Now, I Attend More Shows Than Ever. Don't Worry, I'm Still The Same Ol' Stacy B, Just A Bit More Mature. :) Well, Right Now I Manage A New Band From Vegas (Also Some Of My Best Friends) Throughout The End. If You Could, Please Check Them Out, Tell Me What You Think, Help Them Get Out There And Be Known. Thanks!
www.myspace.com/throughouttheend
Also, I'm Currently Running For This "Contest" (Well, I'm Not Really In It For The Goods, I'm In It To Help Spread The Know.) It Would Be Lovely If You Helped. All You Have To Do Is Click On The Banner Below. :)


Thank You All For Your Support.
Be Well.
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2007.09.03 02.55
Best Friend
The true meaning is basically someone who's there for you throughout it all.They support you and your doings, if it's wrong they'll let you know and if it's right they'll help you.They know how to make you feel better, they try their best to make you happy when you're at your worst.They correct you on your mistakes even though you might not like it.They help you all the time, even if you don't notice it. They're always there for you.You can sit and have a deep conversation anytime and feel better mentally and spiritually.I don't think everyone has this best friend.I'd love to thank God for this special person he's gifted me with.I love my best friend with all my heart.No matter what she's always there for me.Yes we fight ALOT for the pettiest of pity but we get over it and learn from our mistakes and with that we mature and grow up.She knows i'll always be there for her as she will for me.She supports my every project including Music and Photography.Yes in the past she didn't like my photography or music so much but i've learned today the reason why, she admitted she was jealous of it.She told me that she felt a sudden change, it felt good both spiritually and mentally.Once she explained it all i came to realize how important she is to me and how God does help us all out with our problems if you have confidence in him.Thanks to God, my grandmother no longer has a tumor in her head. We we had faith in him, he really has blessed me.With it all and through and throughout good and bad situations, he's been there.I'll never forget him.My best friend is like a sister, she knows me from head to toes.She knows how i am, how i can be and how i should be.I doubt many of you have a Best Friend like mine.I Love her, no matter how absurd she can become at times.I am not afraid to say i am exactly like her.I may not make much sense but,I am not perfect, i am wrong, I do make mistakes, but i do not betray.I will never try to hurt anyone, I am a sane human being.I try to stay away from what's wrong and this is all thanks to her.I do have good morals.Thank God for all!I Love My Best Friend Cassandra Pfohlman.
Mood: grateful
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2007.06.25 13.59
confusion.
nothing makes sense to me anymore. it's like i'm watching my whole life collapse right in front of my eyes. how can this be happening. can it be...is it? i just don't know...i'm too insecure...to scared to take a peek and find out. but if i do find out will it help? will i feel lower than i already do...will i feel lower than my daily basis self-esteem? i can't find out. i want to but i can't...i need professional help. i have mental problems. why can't i speak about my problems? and when i try to why does it feel like the problem only gets bigger and BIGGER?! someone please help! i need SOMEONE to come and fix me! i need a mental ambulance...my mind is going to blow up! i can't handle this! i just need him. Love Peace Strength.
Mood: depressed
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